Hurt...

Yesterday Sunday, i was checking my mail but then i receive her mail. Her mail was written "Take Care" as the tittle. I was wondering wat was it. But i can feel that it must b something not good. So i read the mail.. the mail was very surprise me. Coz she say that her heart was still with her ex. After i read it all, i guess the decision has been made. Well, what can i do? I also know this thing will happen coz sometime i hav saw her ex sms her and with every sms also start with "dear" here n there. So i just silent myself. I know like this is a stupid thing but i dun wanna make an arguement with her. All i wan is to let her happy.
So, till yesterday nite, i finally realise that we should stop for it. Got 1 day i saw her msn written "appreaciate the 2nd chance.. not every chance can b given so easily..cherish it well" then till yesterday i finally realise it that it was meant to her ex. I guess her heart is belongs to her ex. Somemore her ex was also love her so much. And he got tell me b4 that 1 day he will take her back. So now here it goes, appreciate it all the chance u got. What i can do is just wish both of u happiness to the full. I also dun wanna b the third party or continue to fight with it coz it sure will hurt all of us. I rather sit here watching both of u holding hand n doing sweet thing than i go there disturb u.
As for me, i admit that i reli got a very hard feeling. But i hav no choice. Mayb i was not as good as ur ex. He can make u laugh more than me and he can treat u good more than me. I think u with him must b very happy. I know this matter will took me a long time to release it coz she was one person that make me feel wat is love. But nvm, i hereby wanna wish u happy always n gonna grew old wit ur ex now with full happiness which he'll giv u. He is a good choice and i believe he can do it more better than me. Appreciate the love upon you. My job is done here. With now i'm writing, i've drop 1 tear. This tear is to giv u with the full wishes from me that may u hav the full happiness.
And lastly wat i wan to say is.. I always..gonna always remember the day we spent together, having fun together. I love you always. Take Care...

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