The Song Of That Show what I'm feeling now..

爱情是一本存折 零存快乐
每天查询有多少的余额
你设下难猜密码 把自己锁著
既然给你的我就不会舍不得
我没有借口 去预支你的自由
也没有理由為了偿还爱的承诺
放弃你的天空
爱你很多 很多
只想存给你快乐
却提了更多寂寞
存爱存在记忆中
回忆太让我富有
思念却让我贫穷
还有多少青春可以挥霍对爱的执著
就让泪水轻轻慢慢流
再驀然回首
爱情是一本存折 零存快乐
每天查询有多少的余额
你设下难猜密码 把自己锁著
既然给你的我就不会舍不得
我没有借口
去预支你的自由
也没有理由為了偿还爱的承诺
放弃你的天空
爱你很多 很多
只想存给你快乐
却提领更多寂寞 存爱存在记忆中
回忆太让我富有 思念却让我贫穷
爱你很多 很多
只想存给你快乐
却提领更多寂寞 存爱存在记忆中
回忆太让我富有 思念却让我贫穷
还有多少青春可以挥霍
对爱的执著
就让泪水轻轻慢慢流 再驀然回首

The Anwer I Been Waiting - 1st Day

Yesterday on Monday i finally ask her to giv me the answer. But she oso dunno wanted to give me what answer. At last, she agree with me that she will give me the answer after a week which means there onli 7 days to go.
Today is the 1st day, she still like normally in the morning will "sms" to me to greet me morning. But when turn to office time, we absolutely didn't chat at all in skype. I think this show that our distance really getting very far. But when the time almost wanna off work, then she onli msg me telling that tonight she going out with her fren. So i let her go because this is her freedom.
By then after that, we less continue to chat edi. Once she reach home, she just telling me she reach home safety. Then after a while, when she on9, we totally didn't chat at all. I think she already get abit of her answer.
So at here i'm waiting for the answer till the last day. Eventhough it is a good news or bad news.. i will accept it and i will always respect her decision.

My fault

Since the day she back from trip, and begin on 23/2/08 i feel there is something wrong that has happen. She looks like wanna ignore me all the time. Whatever question i ask, she oso dun wan answer and didn't hear it. But when she ask me and i didn't answer then will say i'm look cocky.. Then like on 24/2/08 she totally mood down.. i chat wit her and ask her thing she just can answer me 1 answer.. she is totally different from the one b4 she like tis. I'm feel veri suffer and hurt when see like this. I asked what i hav done n did i do wrong thing.. she say not my fault. But i can feel it when she face wit me when chatting.. totally like dun wan to talk wit me at all. If i do wrong thing, can please tell me?

Nice Spicy Soup~~

Yesterday nite i finally taste the Spicy Soup.. there oledi so long i waited. It's taste good. Once the 1st taste i eat it, i feel like pepper soup but after a while it turn to a delicious soup. Can't imagine i hav to waited so long onli can taste this food.
Anyway.. finally i can taste it. Eventhough is abit late for me to taste the food but it is worth for me i think. So sad dun hav the pic if got, i will post it here to show to everyone.
hehe...^^

ZzZZZ...

It's around 10:45pm.. i dunno wat i hav been waiting.. my mood getting down..opening the pc dunno do wat.. haih.. better i just look for my bed n hav a nice comfortable sleep.
Well.. Goodnites to everybody...

Nobody know wat i feel

Nowadays there is many thing happen to me and many thing i start to lost it half by half. Does any1 know wat my feeling? The feeling i get is bcome heavier n almost make me down. There's sometimes when i refuse anything, there's no good thing i get.. onli bad thing n becoming reli bad thing. Like 1 time my fren ask me go out drink.. i refuse them.. then they say many bad thing.. do u know how my feel is? Don't u think i dun wan to go? i am reli wan to go. But it is too far for me edi and i dun like going late edi. Sometime the journey i take is veri tiring to me and sometime i force myself from tiring to join u all. It's is reli hard for me. And got tis time, they say i hav no opinion.. do u know y? bcoz i dun wan to make opinion coz after i make edi, some will dun like.. so better just follow ur order. Coz i m a nothing person.
Sometime like tis reli makes me hard to b a person. It is reli more stressful for me. For now, even hard or suffer, i will go through it happily.

-The End-

Am i right or wrong?

I hav been always keeping agree wit everyone. But nowadays there is many burden and something blocking around me. As for last time, i hav learn from my fren to say "No" becoz most of the time i onli will say "Yes".. but now.. i guess wat i learn is against me. Sometime i say "No" many ppl will dislike it.
Therefore i feel i'm lost. Just like a few days ago, i receive a call.. my fren ask me to go out at nite to join them eat but i say i can't.. then they started talk bad wit me.. but wat they wan me to do?
Before like tat u all also like tis when i sometime ask to go out years ago. Am i wrong if i disagree everything?
And now i think i lost everything now. Guess tis is the faith of me.

-The End-