Awesome accident

Just now at 10:30pm.. i was on the way back from my fren's stall. While i was on the road, i was surprise coz so jam coz at tat moment of time, is won't jam 1. Then i wonder wat happen.. dunno is car block or accident. Then i finally see is a accident happening. But all car slow down to see the accident. I quite mad coz i rushing to home as well.. then at there scold the ppl just a simple accident then wan slow down to watch it.. the accident is like 1 car knock 1 car's tail. Is normal 1 wat... but after i passby a car that been knock the tail. then i was shocked a while when i saw 1 car oledi turn upside down in front of me.. it was freaking me out.. more worst from the previous accident that i hav.

But that accident make me recall of something. Is tat day i met an accident on June. I was knock 1 ppl car tail and my car was damaged badly. But then it ok.. but when i sms to her tat i met the accident, she was very worry me an quickly call me. I was so happy tat time coz last year i met in accident, i was scolded by my ex coz i was drive very recklessly. But now.. there won't b having such thing to me.

After this accident, i realise it... don't drive so fast. Be patient if u are rush. Think of your loves one.. they will very sad if happen anything.... hehehe... :P

Tagged By Evelyn

Tag A

1. Who tagged you?
-Evelyn

2.What's the relationship between you and he/she?
-oF coZ friends...

3. What do you think about he/she?
-hmm....smart,talkative,friendly, cute... still not so sure bout this coz i haven't saw her in reality. :P

4. What kinda soul mate she/he needs (mentally and physically)?
-er... dunno...

5. What kinda person you think he/she will ended up with (mentally and physically)?
-dunno.. @.@

6. What kinda person she likes?
-A guy that onli loves, care, and treat her very good. And without LIE. :P


Tag B
THE SELF
[01] Real name: Chan Kam Weng
[02] Nickname: Emment
[03] Married: Haven't decided... no gf now.. so tis question hav to KO~~!
[04] Zodiac Sign: Gemini
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 23
[07] High school: BTR.. (This school sux)
[08] College: Graduated from In-House Multimedia Academy. Currently working as GD.
[09] Height: 175cm.. i think
[10] Weight: 75KG.. Getting Fat... Gals ready to runaway when saw me... hahaha...
[11] Do you like yourself: nope.. sometime feel myself very failure
[12] Piercings: Hate piercings.
[13] Right or left: Left Right? nono... Up and down. hahaha....
[14] Are you a freak: I'm a greek... wahahaha...
[15] Hair: Black.. pure black... super pure black..
[16] Skin: Half dark half white..
[17] Allergic: allergic by prawns.. will grow more pimples when eat prawns.
[18] What are you doing now: answer these question and chatting.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: of coz sleep.. i not enough sleep yesterday.
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Dunno, mayb a millionaire.

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Live with my parents.
[22] Siblings(included you): 3.. me + 2 sis
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: my sis.. named Joey
[25] Love/hate your family: damn love n miss them!especially my mom~~

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: no.. just flew away..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: It is past.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Someone that can understand my feeling.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3 times...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Less coz i'm quite shy.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): i think no... where will gals fall to me? hhahaha...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Dunno... i think i not good enough is my very wrong thing.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Dunno also.. the answer will same as above.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: I love peace..if got anything, all can blame me.. but like evelyn mention.. every couple is impossible won't hav any arguement.
[35] You with your other half since: Since the 1st time i met her. And the time i hold her hands.
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I'm 100% straight..
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Love a person doesn't need a reason!!!
[38] You and your other half in which stage: can't tell... secret.. under security checking.. hahhaa...
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: i woo her 1st.. lucky she let me woo... :P
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: got.. once i hav much more money.

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: there's too many. All my secondary can say is my 1st best friends.
[42] Your first enemy: forgot edi.. coz too long edi.
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): A lots.. thanks to them.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): no ppl.. peace man...
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: got some.. but didn't see them in reality 1. wahahhaa...
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: All my frens are handsome 1.
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: fake, smoker, betray..
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: faker will make me think them can't b trusted.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: no.. is impossible.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nop
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: ignore them...no more fren for sure!
[52] If your friend betray you: always.. but is ok..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: I'll won't let them go away.. but if they success, i will wish them happines to full.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: This is an impossible thing will happen in my life!!
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: NO no no.. i not a person that took away ppl happiness.

THE STUDIES (secondary schooL)
[56] Are you a good student: nope...
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: not really....
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: no 1 act....
[59] Always late to school/college: no.. always on time.. but sometime will run from school. hahha...
[60] Your class: which class u mean?
[61] You love your seniors: huH?i donno them also!
[62] Seniors who you love the most: nobody
[63] Your classmates good/bad: bOth
[64] Excellent result classmate: too many.
[65] Laziest classmate: am i counted as well?
[66] Smart people: i think alot in this world...
[67] Stupid people: same answer....
[68] Good looking people: no comment
[69] Ugly people: ya.. here 1.. ME!!! haha...
[70] Funny people: Many but i can't learn from them coz i'm stupid.
[71] Cute people: many ppl say i'm cute but i don't think so.. i think i'm silly.
[72] Bad people: Dunno.
[73] Honest people: Everybody can b honest 1.
[74] Acting people : India got alot.. coz BOLLYWOOD ma.. hahaha...
[75] You are what kind of people: Stupid guy.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Both
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: any also can
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneouS
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both also can
[81] Listener or Talker: talker coz i not reli good in talking.
[82] Romantic or rich: both i think....
[83] Good husband or good father: huh? should b good wife or good mother for me?

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 28++
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 enough...boy elder,gal younger
[86] Career: Gonna work on as Graphic Designer position.. if can, build 1 studio.
[87] Salary: as high as possible
[88] Retirement age: i think is on 60 coz the goverment oledi set it,rite?
[89] Properties value: .dunno..
[90] Wishes: a lot... but wish everybody is happy always.. live the world with smiles...


ppl i will taggeD!
Leo
Evelyn Chan
Joyce

失去了你

说再见的那一刻
我装作很难过
其实我没有
我想不用过多久
当你冷静以后
爱完美依旧
我不算是好情人
不小心就忘了
你的感受
每次分手
我才发现更急着想再握你的手
我总以为
相爱的人
许多言语
不用说都能懂
在电话的这一头
想千万个理由
却没有结果
这从来没发生过
寂寞过了头
冷战不罢休
你怎么断了联络
忽然间消失在
世界的尽头
曾经美丽
小心翼翼
就怕碰碎了
爱情的轮廓
请告诉我
让我知道
这段感情
从哪里开始错
失去了你
还求什么
就算有流星
从眼前划过
失去了你
还有什么
值得拥有
一个梦都太多
失去了你
教我怎能
再相信爱是
不老的传说
失去了你
如何承受
从今以后
你再也不属于我

Hurt...

Yesterday Sunday, i was checking my mail but then i receive her mail. Her mail was written "Take Care" as the tittle. I was wondering wat was it. But i can feel that it must b something not good. So i read the mail.. the mail was very surprise me. Coz she say that her heart was still with her ex. After i read it all, i guess the decision has been made. Well, what can i do? I also know this thing will happen coz sometime i hav saw her ex sms her and with every sms also start with "dear" here n there. So i just silent myself. I know like this is a stupid thing but i dun wanna make an arguement with her. All i wan is to let her happy.
So, till yesterday nite, i finally realise that we should stop for it. Got 1 day i saw her msn written "appreaciate the 2nd chance.. not every chance can b given so easily..cherish it well" then till yesterday i finally realise it that it was meant to her ex. I guess her heart is belongs to her ex. Somemore her ex was also love her so much. And he got tell me b4 that 1 day he will take her back. So now here it goes, appreciate it all the chance u got. What i can do is just wish both of u happiness to the full. I also dun wanna b the third party or continue to fight with it coz it sure will hurt all of us. I rather sit here watching both of u holding hand n doing sweet thing than i go there disturb u.
As for me, i admit that i reli got a very hard feeling. But i hav no choice. Mayb i was not as good as ur ex. He can make u laugh more than me and he can treat u good more than me. I think u with him must b very happy. I know this matter will took me a long time to release it coz she was one person that make me feel wat is love. But nvm, i hereby wanna wish u happy always n gonna grew old wit ur ex now with full happiness which he'll giv u. He is a good choice and i believe he can do it more better than me. Appreciate the love upon you. My job is done here. With now i'm writing, i've drop 1 tear. This tear is to giv u with the full wishes from me that may u hav the full happiness.
And lastly wat i wan to say is.. I always..gonna always remember the day we spent together, having fun together. I love you always. Take Care...

=The End=

2nd October 08

Today is the 1st day of Hari Raya, i and my frens went to Genting Highland..it was super jam in the middle of the way going up there but luckily we manage to get up there with a nice parking.. hahaha...but when we step into casino..unexpectedly i hav lose RM50 but my fren they win more.. hahaha... guess i dun hav the luck.. hope next time the luck will fall in me.. :P
After that we went to Desa Park City.. It was a very glamour and elegant places which all the houses was build in three storey house ( i wish i can hav one of these house in future).. it was so nice... then we take our dinner at there and guess wat... even their restaurant or the park are superb. We can enjoy a nice view while having meal... and can jog around at the park there.. It's was a very nice play...
Gonna set myself a target for that 1... hahahaa...
work hard work hard work hard..... earn more money... hopefully in future i will manage to get one of those houses. :P

Missing You

Finally i've started to continue blog. It's 12 days edi since i never see my gf rocian.. very miss her now... wish to see her face.. but what i can do is just wondering around and think... This is the 1st time that i miss a person very deep and unpatiently.
Miss her cute and sweet voice...
Miss her cute attitude...
Miss her face...
Miss her funny action when watching movie..
The fact is i very miss her...
Well, still got 9 more days to go.. wish her always in happy and hav fun all the time. Hope time can pass faster..

Life

What is life? I've been wondering around about this question. When someone pass away, where do they headed? Do they still around here? What is the feeling when we die?

Last 2 weeks, i heard that my boss brothers was pass away. It was so sudden cause i saw him was still in good condition and can jokes around there on the day before he died. Then i only knew that he died in toilet. He was just slip down inside the toilet then his life was taken away like tat. It's was so surprisingly.

Then last few days, my cousin's father had pass away. It was so pity cause he was a happy and great person. That day i was chatting with his daughter about going for a swim with all of the cousin. Then after that when i wanted to call my mum, i only knew that thing happen. My heart was sad and when i saw his children and his wife, my tears start coming out. His daughter is going to engage on the end of this year and now i think his daughter must be very sad cause can't wait till the day her daughter get her happiness.

I think life may taken away in a sudden and without feeling it. And sometime it's gonna happen unexpectedly. Life is very important to everyone. Therefore we should appreciate and cherish it every time. Cherish all the things in front of our eyes.

=The End=