Nice Msg..and Meaningful...

Best messages of 2009... Just read this and understand.

They love but they are not your lover...
They care for you but they are not from your family...
They are ready to share your pain but they are not your blood relation..
They are...
Friends...!!!

True friend scolds like a dad...!
Cares like a mum...!
Teases like a sister...!
Irritates like a brother...!
And finally love you more than a lover...

Spread this to all your special good friend who means a lot to you. Do you know the relationship between your 2 eyes? They...
blink together...
move together...
cry together...
see things together...
and sleep together...
Though they never see each other, friendship should be just like that....


Life is hell without friends. It's world's best friend week. Share it with all your good friends.....

Angry evening...

Today in the evening, i receive a SMS by my friends. He asked me wanna come out 2molo and wan to club anot.. and i told them that i not free and wait till next month 1st coz i planning to save money. It is because i oledi overspend last n tis month. Then they reply to me that "wtf.. always ask u come out, u keep say not free.. wat u bz there".. My fire directly burn out.. i wanted to tell them my true feel.. but i didn't do so.. i just told them ok la... 2day free and next week can.. but seriously i wanted to tell them.. "wat? i dun feel wan to go out, izzit cannot? Everytime go out, is there any topic to chat? I say 1 thing then directly stepping on me n start talk back to me...wat u wan me to do? Go out diam diam then u all say i'm cocky or show F**king face.. wtf u all wan?" hahaha... i guess i over fire... hahhaa... then finally they just reply me, when i remember them then call them n take care.

I so headache.. everytime also face tis kind of problem... is very suffer.. i know i'm a nothing person and i can accept any critics.. but pls don't b too over.. sometime it's feel like taking a knife stabbing ur back like tat or even feel like shooting a bazuuka through ur back... But then when angel come msg me, i feel empty edi and all i wan to do is quickly finish my job n get to her to see her... hahahaha....

Hopeless..

Today i went to see her to retrieve my pendrive.. haha.. We chat a while at there and she asked me that wat is my plan for the coming valentine day. I dunno how to answer her but then i just told her i mayb just sit at home or hang out wit friends. Then i asked her back and she told me dunno as well and wait for her frens planning. I'm so useless..i should asked her if i can date u out during valentine day..? haha..But i think is hopeless hope to me coz of coz many guy or her fren surely will date her out. Later a while, she receive a call from someone else. She chat with so sweet...i think is a phone by someone that wanna chase her or her colleague. haha... They chat till so long.. so jealous of the person that can talk so much with her.. but me? I just no one.. i dunno wat to chat or talk some joke to make someone happy. But then while she talking to the phone, i thinking at there.. izzit that i was the one think out of mind? haha.. coz mayb she treat me good just bcoz she treat me as her best fren or just a fren. Well, mayb it is true. haha.. how will the god bring such a nice angel to me? hahahaa...

After a while, still seeing her chatting in phone, i called my sis asked whether wan to buy food to her anot coz my house didn't cook. So after i called my sis, she still chatting by phone.. hahaha.. wow... great.. haha... then i just had to tell her tat i gonna go 1st. haha... i guess i the one that thinking many..and dreaming...

Well, i think is hopeless to me edi.. and i think i just had to keep on dreaming... mayb after tis valentine day.. the angel will gonna fly to someone else... haha.. guess the god won't b giving me this chance... hahaha...and mayb 2day is the last day i see my angel...haha...

Fate

What is fate? Till now i still dunno wat is fate. As i know, fate is like when u miss something and it suddenlly appear on the other time or both bumped into each other in other place in such a coincidence. I do trust fate. There's a person i know for a couple of years edi but we just seen each other for 1 time. But now i seen her back then we hav contact each other someday. I think i've know her for about 4 or 5 years. When i started to know her, i dun dare to go to her or even meet her. Just got 1 time, i suddenlly invited her for a dinner. I was so surprised that she agree with it. I was so happy tat time. She kind of like my angel.. hahahaha... we shared everything when we dinner for the 1st time.

There's a time.. during tis year last month, i seen her more time edi. Guess i hav the courage to face her edi. Well, then got 1 day, when i went to the shopping centre where she work, i called her.. but the phone unanswered. Therefore i just hav to admit it that mayb the god won't giv me this chance to see her.. but then when i went to the bank, i finally saw her.. but i just stand there looking her walking away. Damn.. i'm so useless...

But today was also a greatful day. Y? Coz we had promise to had a dinner during monday but then she told me tat mayb hav to cancel. That time i was very dissapointed and even told the sky... y the sky hav to treat me like tat? Finally, i got the chance to hav lunch with her.. eventhough is lunch but is better than no dinner. We talk and share our laughter and everything. But having lunch with her i very satisfied edi... dunno wat will happen if i'm gonna date her out for a movie.. hahhaha... guess i think too many..

Even though i finally can meet her more than before.. but i dunno is tis count as fate.. hahaha...Hope the god will let me to continue wit tis...