Hot Day~~~

Hot Hot Hot...!!!

Everyday so Hot.. reli feel like wanted to wear under to work onli. wahahhaha....coz when morning wake up, after bath but the sweat still can come out.. what the hell is this weather? And it's almost make me headache everyday. Some more make my car so hot... till i also dun wan to go for lunch.
Reli wanna take out my money to build 1 big shelter to cover up my car.. wahahhaa...

Where is the rain?
Rain.. pls come rain back.. (i'm not refering tat korea artist Rain) XD
I wan feel cold don't wanna feel hot.. beh tahan... nite also hot...
wan faint edi..
@.@

Final Fantasy 7 : Crisis Core

This is one of the most favourite game that i love most which is called Final Fantasy 7 : Crisis Core.. Below are the storyline of the game...

SOLDIER is a group of skilled combat operatives within the Shinra Electric Power Company. The elite within the group—those strong enough to be deemed SOLDIER 1st Class—are respected and idolized by the citizenry. Zack is a young SOLDIER 2nd Class who aspires to become a 1st. He spends his days carrying out assignments under the guidance of his 1st Class mentor, Angeal Hewley.
During an operation in Wutai, a large number of SOLDIER members, led by 1st Class operative Genesis, went missing. The severity of the situation prompts the Shinra Electric Power Company executives to deploy even more SOLDIER operatives in hopes of bringing an end to the war with Wutai—and conducting an investigation into the mass desertion. The ones assigned to the mission are Zack, Angeal, and the 1st Class hero Sephiroth. Before attacking Wutai, Angeal tells Zack about his childhood in Banora. Zack is assigned to help destroy Wutai units in the fortress. After Zack overwhelms the fortress and destroys the two Anti-SOLDIER monsters, Angeal saves him from another monster lurking behind him. Zack and Angeal begin to escort Director Lazard after he watches Zack's performance from the sidelines but are ambushed by monsters. Angeal tells Zack to continue while he deals with the monsters. After Zack escorts Lazard to Shinra guards, Zack goes back to investigate. He is also ambushed by monsters but kills them and they are discovered to be Genesis copies. Suddenly a summon appears, an Ifrit. After defeating Ifrit, Zack discovers that Angeal is missing and Sephiroth believes it is betrayal.
After returning from the mission, Zack is deployed, along with the Turk leader Tseng, to investigate Banora Village, the hometown of Angeal and Genesis. Zack visits Angeal's house to see if Angeal is there, but finds Angeal's mother instead. There, Angeal's mother asks if he is "Zack the puppy", explaining that Angeal described him with "zero attention span, restless as a little puppy". Zack and Tseng then breaks into a factory in Banora, and finds Genesis and Angeal there. Later, Zack finds Angeal's mother dead in the house along with Angeal standing at one side. Zack believes Angeal killed her. Outside the house he meets Genesis who presents his single black wing, leaving Zack stunned. Genesis summons Bahamut to battle Zack. Zack then runs to a Shin-Ra helicopter, looking back at the village now destroyed, according to Shin-Ra's company rules.
After this, Zack meets Cissnei during a attack that was launched by Genesis. After that attack he is assigned to go with Sephiroth to the Mako power plant to investigate. While at the plant, Sephiroth reveals that he, Angeal and Genesis used to go and sneak in the training room, and he and Genesis fought in the training room. During the fight Angeal intervened and stopped them. As he did so, Genesis was struck in the shoulder as he shattered Angeal's blade. It is there that it is revealed that Genesis began to degrade from his wound as it did not heal. Sephiroth reveals that he wanted to donate some of his blood to Genesis to heal him but was rejected by Hollander as he was the product of Professor Hojo, the rival experiment Project Sephiroth. They explore deeper into the facility and discover that the facility was also used to create Angeal copies using the Mako Energy and that also Angeal's traits can be copied just like Genesis. Hollander appears and Zack is ordered to pursue Hollander. As Zack pursues Hollander, Angeal arrives and stops Zack and he reveals his single white wing on his back. Angeal believes he is a monster and that he chooses to do what a monster does. Zack tries to reassure that he is not a monster and that his wings are the "Wings of an Angel". Angeal then abruptly attacks Zack but the latter chooses not to attack Angeal. Angeal strikes at the floor and Zack falls through the floor, landing in Aerith's church. He meets Aerith, and offers her a date to thank her, but she refuses. Aerith shows Zack the Slum Market, and there he buys Aerith the pink bow for her hair. After Zack arrives in Midgar, he is ordered to go to the Shin-ra Electric company to protect Professor Hojo. After Genesis arrives, he is persuaded not to attack Hojo by Angeal. Genesis recites lines from the poem LOVELESS and flies away. Angeal carries Zack and the latter is then forced to battle another summon, Bahamut Fury.
After the Banora incident, Zack is promoted to SOLDIER 1st class and is tasked with chasing Genesis and the now renegade Angeal, but, whilst flying to Modeoheim via Turk helicopter, it crashes. When he regains consciousness, he wakes the two Shin-Ra guards and Tseng. Upon walking up the nearby hill, he starts talking to a Shinra guard who then reveals himself as Cloud Strife.
After wandering through the hills some more, Zack and Cloud arrives at a mako excavation facility, which Zack must then infiltrate. Once inside, Zack confronts Genesis, who is now degrading. After a brief fight, Genesis appears to have commited suicide.
Once back outside, Zack notices a new path, which leads to the now-isolated town of Modeoheim. In a bathhouse, he encounters Angeal and Hollander. Hollander reveals that Angeal and Genesis were a part of Project G, or Project Gillian. Hollander explains that he is Angeal's biological father, then flees. Angeal transforms into a monster, Angeal Penance, and is defeated by Zack. Zack inherits his Buster Sword.
While Zack is on vacation in Costa del Sol, the town is attack by Genesis copies. Hollander escapes with the help of the copies. After spending more time with Aerith, Zack and Sephiroth and Cloud are assigned to Nibelheim, Cloud's hometown. Tifa volunteers to be their guide. When Sephiroth learns that he was implanted with Jenova cells in the fetal stage and how his mother was detained, he sets the town ablaze and attacks Tifa. Zack then fights him, but is defeated. While Sephiroth is looking at Jenova, Cloud stabs him in the back. He then attempts to finish him off, but is thrown to the ground. Sephiroth stabs him through the chest, but Cloud picks up the sword and throws Sephiroth into the lifestream, where he disappears for four years. Cloud then lies with Zack, both of them injured.
During the four years of Zack and Cloud's disappearance, extensive experiments have been carried out on Zack and Cloud, resulting Cloud suffering from Mako poisoning. However, Zack is not affected by the experiment. They escape Shinra manor, and are now Shinra fugitives. When reaching a dead end at the beach, Cissnei appears and attempts to hit him with her throwing star, but fails. Back with Cloud, Zack is approached by Cissnei again, but this time as a friend. She gives him keys to a motorbike. Before going back to Midgar, Zack resolves to stop Genesis, who is still alive. Zack arrives in Gongaga and he meets Cissnei, and she tells him that he only has minutes before the Turks and the army arrive to catch Zack, and revealing that "Cissnei" was not her real name. As he runs away, he catches a glimpse of a white wing and believes it to be Angeal. At the peak of Gongaga, Genesis is shown to degrade further while Hollander now has a smaller version of Genesis's black wing. Genesis plans to use Cloud's hair as it has the Sephiroth gene necessary to halt the degradation, while Zack kills Hollander. Genesis plans to go to Banora to use the lifestream to stop the degradation as it is his interpretation of "the gift of the goddess." Lazard guards Cloud while Zack goes to fight and defeat Genesis, first in the form of a monster, Genesis Avatar, and then Genesis himself, now cured of his degradation. When Zack returns he brings the defeated Genesis out of the cave and he is set down next to Lazard and Cloud. In addition, the Angeal clone that protected Zack and Aerith in the church in the slums is shown lying dead next to Lazard, having also fought to protect Cloud from the Shinra Army. Soon after, Lazard also dies and Zack is saddened by both of their sacrifices. Zack leaves and returns with dumbapples, which he gives to Cloud and Genesis as well as one for himself. Lazard and the Angeal clone then begin to dissipate into the lifestream, and a letter from Aerith is left where the Angeal clone body disappered. The letters says that it has been four years since Zack disappeared and that this is 89th and final letter she will send out. He leaves Genesis in Banora and takes Cloud along to return to Midgar, to see Aerith again. A lone Genesis is later seen taken away by two SOLDIERs; Weiss & Nero. The Turks attempt to find Zack before the Shinra army and save his life, but fail, and Zack and Cloud are confronted by the Shinra army. With thousands of guns pointed at him, Zack decides to preserve his honor and fight the troops. He is defeated, and the army leaves. As Zack lies dying, he tells Cloud, who has now partially recovered, that he is his living legacy and tells him "my honor, my dreams, they are yours now." Cloud, dragging the heavy Buster Sword behind him, stumbles off towards Midgar while Zack is pulled into the Lifestream by Angeal; Zack wonders if he has become a hero after all.
In a post-credits scene, Aerith takes a flower basket with her above Midgar's plate into Sector 8, and Cloud - now believing himself to be a SOLDIER 1st Class - rides a train into the city. An intertitle states "To be continued in Final Fantasy VII".

This game reli hit my heart till very deep even though i've played the FF7 for ps1 many times but this 1 was the best 1 i ever played. In their ending, their storyline are very interesting. And almost make my feel touching about it.. hahahaa....
Below are the image from the ending part.. so nice!!!!

Tired and Disapointed

Time is 2.55am now. And i just finish my work 70% only. There's still left much to do but my mind told me to stop. Y like tat? I wanted to continue but is hard coz feel like something pulling me away from the keyboard. Somemore i oledi promise my senior that 2molo i will hand up all to him. Guess i can't fulfill the promise. Feel disappointed to myself. Cannot like this anymore.. i wan to change myself. Even not enough sleep or without sleep, i also need to force myself to hold on. Promise to myself that i won't break others ppl promise. Gambateh~~

But then i saw my fren Evelyn, feel she sad coz she failed in her exam and something happen to her during interview. I know she work very hard for her exam.. but she also tried her best. So, eve.. don b sad again ya.. tis time cannot, then next time make the best 1 out.. like 1 phrase which is "If You Think You Can, You Can" , so always remember this words. :P

Gambateh Eve... +u +u..

Free Saturday

Yesterday was a very great day for me. I go catch prawn, go eat steamboat and the most happy was i receive her sms. Haha.. i went to fishing pod to fish prawn with my senior after i finish my work. We took 2 hours to fish at there. But unfortunately i onli manage to catch 4 prawns. hahaha... it's reli hard to catch 1. Then i tot can cook it at nite as my dinner.

But then i still remember planning to hav dinner with Leo n Chong.. haaha...so at nite i go find Leo n Chong to hav dinner. We went to eat steamboat.. It was a nice steamboat and taste nice as well. hahaha...


Then aftertat, the three of us were very boring at there and thinking wat to do... haha.. lucky leo's cousin called up and ask for clubbing. Then we also fired up and wanna went there. But then pity, the clubbing cancel. hahahaa.... So we stay at Chong house to watch drama. The three of us were so free. Hahaha.. then we went to sri hartamas to hav a tea.

Then Leong called up from Singapore.. hahaha... tat funny guy.. drunk edi still manage to call ppl. But tat time was so funny coz two of us act someone voice to play him.. but lucky he still realise it. hahaha... After tat i reach home at 3am.

Next time again will happen the day like this.. hahahaa..... 3 free guy and Enjoyster.

Awesome accident

Just now at 10:30pm.. i was on the way back from my fren's stall. While i was on the road, i was surprise coz so jam coz at tat moment of time, is won't jam 1. Then i wonder wat happen.. dunno is car block or accident. Then i finally see is a accident happening. But all car slow down to see the accident. I quite mad coz i rushing to home as well.. then at there scold the ppl just a simple accident then wan slow down to watch it.. the accident is like 1 car knock 1 car's tail. Is normal 1 wat... but after i passby a car that been knock the tail. then i was shocked a while when i saw 1 car oledi turn upside down in front of me.. it was freaking me out.. more worst from the previous accident that i hav.

But that accident make me recall of something. Is tat day i met an accident on June. I was knock 1 ppl car tail and my car was damaged badly. But then it ok.. but when i sms to her tat i met the accident, she was very worry me an quickly call me. I was so happy tat time coz last year i met in accident, i was scolded by my ex coz i was drive very recklessly. But now.. there won't b having such thing to me.

After this accident, i realise it... don't drive so fast. Be patient if u are rush. Think of your loves one.. they will very sad if happen anything.... hehehe... :P

Tagged By Evelyn

Tag A

1. Who tagged you?
-Evelyn

2.What's the relationship between you and he/she?
-oF coZ friends...

3. What do you think about he/she?
-hmm....smart,talkative,friendly, cute... still not so sure bout this coz i haven't saw her in reality. :P

4. What kinda soul mate she/he needs (mentally and physically)?
-er... dunno...

5. What kinda person you think he/she will ended up with (mentally and physically)?
-dunno.. @.@

6. What kinda person she likes?
-A guy that onli loves, care, and treat her very good. And without LIE. :P


Tag B
THE SELF
[01] Real name: Chan Kam Weng
[02] Nickname: Emment
[03] Married: Haven't decided... no gf now.. so tis question hav to KO~~!
[04] Zodiac Sign: Gemini
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 23
[07] High school: BTR.. (This school sux)
[08] College: Graduated from In-House Multimedia Academy. Currently working as GD.
[09] Height: 175cm.. i think
[10] Weight: 75KG.. Getting Fat... Gals ready to runaway when saw me... hahaha...
[11] Do you like yourself: nope.. sometime feel myself very failure
[12] Piercings: Hate piercings.
[13] Right or left: Left Right? nono... Up and down. hahaha....
[14] Are you a freak: I'm a greek... wahahaha...
[15] Hair: Black.. pure black... super pure black..
[16] Skin: Half dark half white..
[17] Allergic: allergic by prawns.. will grow more pimples when eat prawns.
[18] What are you doing now: answer these question and chatting.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: of coz sleep.. i not enough sleep yesterday.
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Dunno, mayb a millionaire.

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Live with my parents.
[22] Siblings(included you): 3.. me + 2 sis
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: my sis.. named Joey
[25] Love/hate your family: damn love n miss them!especially my mom~~

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: no.. just flew away..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: It is past.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Someone that can understand my feeling.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3 times...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Less coz i'm quite shy.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): i think no... where will gals fall to me? hhahaha...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Dunno... i think i not good enough is my very wrong thing.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Dunno also.. the answer will same as above.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: I love peace..if got anything, all can blame me.. but like evelyn mention.. every couple is impossible won't hav any arguement.
[35] You with your other half since: Since the 1st time i met her. And the time i hold her hands.
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I'm 100% straight..
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Love a person doesn't need a reason!!!
[38] You and your other half in which stage: can't tell... secret.. under security checking.. hahhaa...
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: i woo her 1st.. lucky she let me woo... :P
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: got.. once i hav much more money.

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: there's too many. All my secondary can say is my 1st best friends.
[42] Your first enemy: forgot edi.. coz too long edi.
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): A lots.. thanks to them.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): no ppl.. peace man...
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: got some.. but didn't see them in reality 1. wahahhaa...
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: All my frens are handsome 1.
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: fake, smoker, betray..
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: faker will make me think them can't b trusted.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: no.. is impossible.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nop
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: ignore them...no more fren for sure!
[52] If your friend betray you: always.. but is ok..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: I'll won't let them go away.. but if they success, i will wish them happines to full.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: This is an impossible thing will happen in my life!!
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: NO no no.. i not a person that took away ppl happiness.

THE STUDIES (secondary schooL)
[56] Are you a good student: nope...
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: not really....
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: no 1 act....
[59] Always late to school/college: no.. always on time.. but sometime will run from school. hahha...
[60] Your class: which class u mean?
[61] You love your seniors: huH?i donno them also!
[62] Seniors who you love the most: nobody
[63] Your classmates good/bad: bOth
[64] Excellent result classmate: too many.
[65] Laziest classmate: am i counted as well?
[66] Smart people: i think alot in this world...
[67] Stupid people: same answer....
[68] Good looking people: no comment
[69] Ugly people: ya.. here 1.. ME!!! haha...
[70] Funny people: Many but i can't learn from them coz i'm stupid.
[71] Cute people: many ppl say i'm cute but i don't think so.. i think i'm silly.
[72] Bad people: Dunno.
[73] Honest people: Everybody can b honest 1.
[74] Acting people : India got alot.. coz BOLLYWOOD ma.. hahaha...
[75] You are what kind of people: Stupid guy.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Both
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: any also can
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneouS
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both also can
[81] Listener or Talker: talker coz i not reli good in talking.
[82] Romantic or rich: both i think....
[83] Good husband or good father: huh? should b good wife or good mother for me?

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 28++
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 enough...boy elder,gal younger
[86] Career: Gonna work on as Graphic Designer position.. if can, build 1 studio.
[87] Salary: as high as possible
[88] Retirement age: i think is on 60 coz the goverment oledi set it,rite?
[89] Properties value: .dunno..
[90] Wishes: a lot... but wish everybody is happy always.. live the world with smiles...


ppl i will taggeD!
Leo
Evelyn Chan
Joyce

失去了你

说再见的那一刻
我装作很难过
其实我没有
我想不用过多久
当你冷静以后
爱完美依旧
我不算是好情人
不小心就忘了
你的感受
每次分手
我才发现更急着想再握你的手
我总以为
相爱的人
许多言语
不用说都能懂
在电话的这一头
想千万个理由
却没有结果
这从来没发生过
寂寞过了头
冷战不罢休
你怎么断了联络
忽然间消失在
世界的尽头
曾经美丽
小心翼翼
就怕碰碎了
爱情的轮廓
请告诉我
让我知道
这段感情
从哪里开始错
失去了你
还求什么
就算有流星
从眼前划过
失去了你
还有什么
值得拥有
一个梦都太多
失去了你
教我怎能
再相信爱是
不老的传说
失去了你
如何承受
从今以后
你再也不属于我

Hurt...

Yesterday Sunday, i was checking my mail but then i receive her mail. Her mail was written "Take Care" as the tittle. I was wondering wat was it. But i can feel that it must b something not good. So i read the mail.. the mail was very surprise me. Coz she say that her heart was still with her ex. After i read it all, i guess the decision has been made. Well, what can i do? I also know this thing will happen coz sometime i hav saw her ex sms her and with every sms also start with "dear" here n there. So i just silent myself. I know like this is a stupid thing but i dun wanna make an arguement with her. All i wan is to let her happy.
So, till yesterday nite, i finally realise that we should stop for it. Got 1 day i saw her msn written "appreaciate the 2nd chance.. not every chance can b given so easily..cherish it well" then till yesterday i finally realise it that it was meant to her ex. I guess her heart is belongs to her ex. Somemore her ex was also love her so much. And he got tell me b4 that 1 day he will take her back. So now here it goes, appreciate it all the chance u got. What i can do is just wish both of u happiness to the full. I also dun wanna b the third party or continue to fight with it coz it sure will hurt all of us. I rather sit here watching both of u holding hand n doing sweet thing than i go there disturb u.
As for me, i admit that i reli got a very hard feeling. But i hav no choice. Mayb i was not as good as ur ex. He can make u laugh more than me and he can treat u good more than me. I think u with him must b very happy. I know this matter will took me a long time to release it coz she was one person that make me feel wat is love. But nvm, i hereby wanna wish u happy always n gonna grew old wit ur ex now with full happiness which he'll giv u. He is a good choice and i believe he can do it more better than me. Appreciate the love upon you. My job is done here. With now i'm writing, i've drop 1 tear. This tear is to giv u with the full wishes from me that may u hav the full happiness.
And lastly wat i wan to say is.. I always..gonna always remember the day we spent together, having fun together. I love you always. Take Care...

=The End=

2nd October 08

Today is the 1st day of Hari Raya, i and my frens went to Genting Highland..it was super jam in the middle of the way going up there but luckily we manage to get up there with a nice parking.. hahaha...but when we step into casino..unexpectedly i hav lose RM50 but my fren they win more.. hahaha... guess i dun hav the luck.. hope next time the luck will fall in me.. :P
After that we went to Desa Park City.. It was a very glamour and elegant places which all the houses was build in three storey house ( i wish i can hav one of these house in future).. it was so nice... then we take our dinner at there and guess wat... even their restaurant or the park are superb. We can enjoy a nice view while having meal... and can jog around at the park there.. It's was a very nice play...
Gonna set myself a target for that 1... hahahaa...
work hard work hard work hard..... earn more money... hopefully in future i will manage to get one of those houses. :P

Missing You

Finally i've started to continue blog. It's 12 days edi since i never see my gf rocian.. very miss her now... wish to see her face.. but what i can do is just wondering around and think... This is the 1st time that i miss a person very deep and unpatiently.
Miss her cute and sweet voice...
Miss her cute attitude...
Miss her face...
Miss her funny action when watching movie..
The fact is i very miss her...
Well, still got 9 more days to go.. wish her always in happy and hav fun all the time. Hope time can pass faster..